To me...^^ Life is all about MUSIC. And GOD.

First blog of 2011

2011-02-23T21:37:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. yea. This is my first blog in the year 2011. And it's February. Coming to march actually.

To be brief with this year, i'm about to have my spm exam this year. Which mean i am going to graduate secondary school and go into somewhere else majoring something i never really thought i would want to tackle and blah blah blah. So on.

Something to share about:

Well, actually nothing much. This year, almost everyone's deepest secret are revealed. Ugh, why choose this year?!!! Sheeesh. Can't it just wait another year when i'm done with secondary? Or at least after the trial of spm exam.

I need to work harder. Study smarter. Sigh.

I hope and pray everything will turn out just fine.

About the i'm in love thing...

2010-04-16T15:26:00.002+08:00

Well.. i think it's the word.. USED-TO... be in love.
Me and this guy dated last two months.
We just broke up few days ago. Eventually there's the crying and stuff..
It jut occured to me that i'm a weirdo..
He broke up with me during my add maths tuition. And okay, thank God Milton was there. Argh.
Then when i went home, i cried. HA-HA. After few mins of crying, i dragged myself to eat dinner downstairs. It didn't take me too long.. Then i went back upstairs to..... guess what... STUDY.
After two hours of study, i offed the lights preparing to sleep already.. And hey, he texted me again.. Maybe he just feels all guilt no love in texting that few messages. Weird stuffs.
Then the next night, i forced myself to sleep.. And i keep waking up as a result of his face keeps popping up in my brain. Ugh.. Nightmare. Huge panda eyes...
and so... Today was actually our 2nd monthsary. But we didn't last too long.. So yea.. that's about it.
Oh.. We didn't do anything.. Just texting. No kissings.. No hugs.. Mwahahahahahahaha... XD
i'm wondering myself, why am i so happy.. I'm seriously weird.

Uhmm.. I'm back?

2010-04-16T15:16:00.003+08:00

My favorite dog is gone. She passed away yesterday. Sigh...
Well, now i'm not as depressed as yesterday. At least i'll learn to prepare for the worst next time.

Life is.. Okay i guess.. Water's right up my chest. Still being able to breathe. *inhales deeply
I don't know what am i doing in science stream actually. But since i am already there, might as well work my ass of to get average grades... =.=

I need... to.. get good grades for my upcoming exam!!!! Or else.. my mum will take a knife and slice my head off my body. @.@ scary, i know.

Lemme see... I'm in love. Haha... Yeap! I'm in love.
I don't know with whom.
It's just a feeling..
I'm confused. =.=

I'm just being plain stupid now...

Disgusting....=.=

2009-07-30T16:27:00.002+08:00

Gosh... I hate this so much... I want to scream it out loud! Ding dong is with Pole! Shoot man!

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG... They hugged at school and they don't want people to suspect them. How stupid is that! Eww!!! I just really can't help it! I need to post this out! And i can't tell you who the name is because otherwise, pole would think that i'm plain jealous! Heck why would i be jealous of a girl like Ding Dong? They're real weirdos. Gosh! I want to blurt everything out but i just can't! It will seriously make them in trouble! Sigh... I admit, i used to like him. But not anymore! Shoot him! Not dead still. I am just as speechless. I mean, why would i care about it? Maybe because it's really rare! I mean two holds big rankings in school and yet together! How about that? I am really disgusted. I do not know what is Pole thinking... Being with Ding Dong. I think Ding Dong likes Pole first. By the end of this blog, some of you will know exactly who am i talking about! =.= Byes. Mwahx.

Back again on bloggin!

2009-07-02T17:11:00.003+08:00

Hmm.... I'm not sure whether i'll often blog but i'll try my best to keep it up. Hmmm.... There's really nothing much to talk about with the fact that i'm GROUNDED. So yea... Then i got held back from going to worship practice by my mother who wants me to concentrate on my studies. STUDIES! I have to like studying. Seriously.

I failed my BM just because I didn't write my essay title and cause me, myself to get 39 over 49. Eww... Damn, my mom is so gonna take my phone away after this Saturday (report card day). Darn darn darn!

Oh, and I've moved to another location which is in Donggongon. Far place? Yea when you drive from here to Likas. Took my dad 15 minutes to reach school. Phew, lucky i wasn't late for school. Hmmm.... What else...

Right! I need to bake either cookies or apple/blueberry pie. Darn! I don't have e recipe yet! Ugh... next sat is pasar ria all saints 2009. So people! Come!!! Hahaha..

Hm... I think i might have to sell my dogs away! Sigh, the new house is just too big to let them run around and pee/poo everywhere. I hate cleaning pees and poops! Hm... I've gotta find my file! My volleyball file! I need to hand it in tomorrow!

Sigh... Guess that's all i want to blog now.

PS,

DARREN KOH! You owe me one smack! And oh, you failed CHINESE! hmph! Hah! Blekx!

Excel week!

2009-02-04T16:25:00.000+08:00

I haven't been logging in because this year i'm not quite always glued to the computer... Haix.. Which makes me... X computer nerd. Haha.. Joking... This year, i feel like nothing much has changed. Even though it did a lot in other people's life, maybe in mine too. Hmmmmm, i can't figure what has changed. But i'll try to guess.. Haha... Well whatever it is, i'm still glad that my God is always there for me. Not letting me down. I want to excel in my music! Not my education! Gosh, but i have to. Cause?! I'm still a teenager. That's what makes life interesting i guess, being one of a gazillion human beings in the world chasing for what you want every single day. Studying is definitely not me, endorsed in music? Ya, that's me. I'm quite that way even though a lot of people thinks i'm in to another thing. Well, most of my friends do. But well, when they get to know me they'll start to just recon that i'm always busy doing my stuffs(which means being with the piano, guitar or... something else that relates to music??!! )Well, i guessi have to go off now. So much for breing in here today... Byes!

Another Sunday...

2008-12-28T15:03:00.002+08:00

Today is a normal Sunday.... Which every Sundays used to be... BUT!
this Sunday is the last Sunday of year 2008. Well i feel quite weird about it, i mean today..
I feel.... Random and Crazy at the same time.. And well, that makes me => Farah Fairoza Koroh!
Hehe...
Dushh,... I'm really wierd at times. If i'm not weird, you'll find me not talking, not smiling, not listening to you. And that is what i call moody or x expression... Ugh... Haven't been sleeping much.. most i've slept for a day is like... 7 hours?
Dush... My problem is i can't sleep... n when morning comes i don't want to wake up! Argh... I thnk those of you know what it fees like... hehe..

Another Sunday...

2008-12-28T15:03:00.001+08:00

Story 2

2008-12-22T17:31:00.000+08:00

Next morning...
Paul: (Woke up with a head ache)
Kim: Hey, wake up. Dad is calling you. [Leon's 2nd elder brother]
Paul: Mmmm...
Leon: (Having breakfast) So dad, i'm going back to Sydney.
John: Heavens, why? You've finished your study and what ever for do you want to go back to that place? [Leon, Kim and Paul's father]
Leon: I've found my mate there. She's coming over tonight.
John: Oh, and since when was that and why didn't you tell me any earlier?
Leon: Well, i wanted to give you and mom a surprise.
Lisa: That's wonderful dear. [Leon, Kim and Paul's mom]
John: Well. Would she be finding any trouble staying over here? I would be delighted if she stays here. (Smiling/ very well delighted)
Leon: She was going to stay at a hotel though. But since you've asked... Maybe i could invite her over. (Smile)
Paul: (Heard/ came into dining room) Morning dad, mom, Leon. (Went to sit)
Kim: (Followed by)
John: Paul, I need you to do something for me, could you?
Paul: What is it?
John: Help me arrange my documents and try to see if there can be of any fixing done on my computer. Or else, i'd have to use yours and buy a new one. (Smile)
Paul: Oh, all right.
Kim: Is there anything for me to do, dad?
John: No i don't think so. You just have fun and relax here while you're having your holiday here. (Smile)
Paul: (Thinking) He has it all planned out, does he?
Hehehe... Okay.. I'll post again... Stay tuned! Haha.

StOrY

2008-12-16T15:46:00.000+08:00

Joe: Can we at least have a talk about it?
Kay: No, there's no need. It's a no no.
Joe: What? No more Paul? Gosh... You're harsh sis...
Kay: He's been so secretive in many many things and you expect me to still like him? You know damn well what your sister is!
Joe: Well, you should at least give him a few chances to break?
Kay: No, it's more than enough. Half a year isn't enough? I still need to wait on him like a stupid fool?
Natalie: (Just finished reading magazine) Girl, ask that heart of yours. Don't matter what anybody tells you.
Kay: Sigh... On the other side...
Leon: Hey, man. Wanna have a swim? (Swiming at the pool)
Paul: (Sitting on the chair) No, (took a sip of tea) I'd be more relaxed here.
Leon: You seem bothered. What is it, man? Kay?
Paul: Hmm?? Uh, no... Nothing,... (Thinking about things he has to do(father's commands)) Sigh... I simply can't let her live her life just liking me... She'll be all eaten up...
Leon: Oh, you mean like you?
Paul: What me? I've never been eaten up...
Leon: Oh, yes... By father... I know how tense it is... He'll force you to do whatever he thinks is right. He has all those boundaries for you right there and then.
Paul: (Nod head)
Leon: I was once treated like that before... Pretty soon, i'll become like him... (Smile)
Paul: Hey... You're totally different dad...
Leon: Just you wait and see till i have kids.
Paul: (Shook head/ went for a swim with Leon[elder brother]
I'm stopping for now... =) Will continue the next time i log in... Hehehe...

Random things in my mind

2008-12-16T15:38:00.000+08:00

Sigh.... I've a question... Is life hard? easy? challenging? dull? fun? weird? surprising?

Well... =) My guess that it'll be all of them but at different situations.... XD I simply have to love my life even if i don't. Loving God means taking good care of yourself, sharing the gospel, serving God, loving everyone even your so-called enemy(don't get me wrong, i don't have people i hate in the world)... Yeah...
Hehe... Is it hard being a christian in a normal life?
Oh, yes it is when you have little faith.
Being a christian has it's easy and hard trials.
I don't dare to say that i am a very holy person even if you see me juggling with so many instruments at the same time,
it's maybe the only thing i'm good at in the world?? Who knows? I don't know too! (Laughing)
Wish that everybody have a good christmas and will be all back to school again..

These are all random things i just felt like typing down... =)

2008-08-25T16:43:00.000+08:00

I'm i love!! With????
Oh, gosh... With God!!
Haha...
Anyways, i am happy this morning but i feel so angry right now.. Well, it's okay... There's nothing to talk about today anyways... So, tata!! Byebye!

My Lucky and Unlucky day.

2008-08-02T16:38:00.000+08:00

I feel so bored. Duh, cause exam is over and another one is coming up again... And oh man! My birthday is coming!! I sometimes dislike my having a birthdate even because maybe something bad is going to happen in school [like people splashing water on you] or something good will happen [like people give presents to you] Well, whatever it is... It's still my birthday, right? Sighs, i'd have to bear with it my whole life... That's a good news and a bad news for me..

..-_-"....

2008-07-10T21:51:00.000+08:00

I'm so bored now.. I don't know what to do or what to think of...
Guys are out of my mind. Education is edging...
Family is------- fine... Hmmm.... Imagination world??? I meant my world of music.. It's ... Hmm.... Working... It has been very hardworking since this monday... XD
Love all my friends out there!!! Nightie night!!! XD

- Heya-

2008-06-23T16:51:00.000+08:00

Hi, you bloggers!! XD Have not been updating for a while... Forgot that i had a blog here... XD well anyways...
My name is FARAH FAIROZA KOROH.
Born in 4th AUGUST 1994
I just have to have music in my ears all the time...
Milky tea pearl (Zhen Zhu Nai Cha) is what i name my favorite drink! :]
Am single. [2 ex if you wanna know]
And i'm 13 and a half today!! XD

-Suffocated-

2008-06-20T20:47:00.000+08:00

Sigh... I'm kinda down for today... Cause i don't know why suddenly i woke up feeling suffocated. Ugh.... I really would like to die at that moment.. Well, who knows why? I don't know myself... Help me!!! Ugh...